FabulousLIFE

bad news.

2008-10-27T20:50:00.004+08:00

Heylow, for those who have been reading my blog which I don't think is a lot.
Ha ha!
I got a bad news to say, that I won't be using blogger anymore.
I'll be sticking to my lj till I don't know when..
Ha ha, anyway feel free to read my lj. Ok ok?
You can still leave a tag here, I'll be checking it once in awhile
& for my lj you can comment on any of the post
that is public.
& please leave your name IF you are commenting on my lj.
ha ha ha
thanksssss you.
hahaha :D
love, Ellyna A.J.

LIVEJOURNAL

2008-10-16T18:56:00.003+08:00

I GOT LJ, VIEW IF YOU WANT TO ! :D

(my livejournal)

think again;

2008-10-16T18:43:00.004+08:00

I dream to make sleep less boring, until there was you.
But you left, just left.
I shut my heart, and reflect myself.
You cannot see my love, you're blinded by your past.
Was obsess with you, I'm a fool.
Well, we're both are.

think again;

Oh, raya.

2008-10-02T20:35:00.001+08:00

My family
Mum, grandfather, me & my brother !
:D
fun, fun & fun !!!!

Here I am.

2008-09-29T16:13:00.004+08:00

Ups and downs, I still climb the hill,
how steep it was, nothing is impossible,
I have faith & believe in god.

Wherever, whenever,
my mom,
she's the hero in my life.

So god, bless her :D

the word.

2008-09-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

Even at the worst there is a way out, a hidden secret that can turn failure into success and despair into happiness. No situation is so dark that there is not a ray of light.

break you away.

2008-09-26T15:54:00.003+08:00

weeheehee ~

PARANOID, crazy bitch me.

2008-09-25T14:32:00.006+08:00

I can no longer face you, I'm crying my hearts out.
I can't even view your profile, it hurts me much.
I love you, I adore you, I like you, I'm too much.
All this time I didn't see that the friendship between us is not
even strong.
All this time it was me who talks to you, not you.
I feel so embarrassed, I feel so stupid.
I didn't know why I fall in love with you.
You're nice but I took it wrongly.
I'm starting to cry everyday, that's bad.
I've really have gone too far, & I know you will
never ever find this.
I'm slow, I know you still love s.
I just can't face the facts that time..
All I want was to be there for you but well,
there's other friends that you can rely on.
You see, I'm useless. I'm nothing to you even.
I can see there is nothing between us not even friendship.
I'm so stupid, I was just in my own world.
You are special to me, liking you since last year.
Wow, that's quite long I guess.
Since I knew you, I have been crazy about you.
Everywhere I go, I keep thinking of you. Whether I'll see you.
Whether you're ok but I wasn't your girlf right?
Why should I think that way ..
I'm a dufus, I am.
I'm so crazy, I just hope that you'll be happy.
I'm seriously blind, I just don't know.
& I know, the pain won't die.
whatever, be happy lee.

May the good lord bless you

2008-09-17T22:44:00.004+08:00

It's been 1 month & days, I miss you person.
talk to me, chat with me, sms me.
Make the move, I no longer can ..
I'm hurting and paralyze cause of you/
May he bless you .. :)

I love him, I'm confuse.

2008-09-09T22:05:00.003+08:00

I have these feelings, deep inside
feelings that I have to hide
I don't know if he feels that way too
And I don't know what to do
When we're together, I feel uptight
When he's around I feel so right
I dream about what we can do
And all the things we can pursue
I yearn just to see his smile
And when he leaves, I miss him so much
So for now I'll love him from afar
One day I'll express how special you are
So until then I will retain this rush

And until then I'll contain my crush.
ELLYNA

the kid with hair braids.

2008-09-06T01:25:00.004+08:00

1.35 am in morning and well, I'm starting
to like the colour [Pink]
Weird but yea, I find it cool and
attractive in a way that the colour is flexible
not because it is girl-ly.
Hahaha :D
Not yet my favourite colour though, :)
[Pink, Pink, pink] lalala

Red red wine

2008-09-05T16:23:00.003+08:00

red red wine - lady elle n nurul

This particular song is awesome, sang by our local :D
love,

Outing with FEI MIN

2008-09-04T20:55:00.005+08:00

Convex Mirror Under the Tunnel :D

Studying & scribbling on the paper.
Look carefully and you'll see the place
I'm dying to go too :P

WE HAD FUN, MUCH FUN ! :D
I love WOON FEI MINNNNNNN !!!

Falling apart

2008-09-03T23:58:00.006+08:00

I'm trying to find who I really love,
& that is you.
I'm hurting myself, I'm hurt.
He's in his world, deep inside he is hurt.
She is the precious one to him, he is the
precious one to me .
He have no idea, my love for him is as
big as earth.
God knows I'm acting stupid, still holding on
to him.
Violently grasping for air, to stay alive just to know
he's alive and there.
Am trying hard, hard enough to not care
but I know, it is so much useless.
I don't know what is special, what is cool,
in you, him.
I can't even stop the tear from falling..
I'm losing you, I think.
Your emotions are mixed up,
ignoring my cheering up. I'm confuse,
no I am not.
I can see why you ignored because your world revolves
around you with her on it.
My cheering up you can't see..
Blindly I'm hurt, your emotions are taking over me.
Being happy, I'm trying to be around you as you can see.
But I don't think you realise, how hard it is for me to
be around you.
I don't think there will ever be the right time,
the right time for you & me.

Yet not over you.

2008-09-02T00:07:00.010+08:00

Crush
I want to write a note, but I don't know what to say.
I wonder how you would act if I approached you in such a way.
I try my best not to stare or stutter when you come around.
I'm afraid that if I talk to you, you're gonna put me down.
I admire everything about you, from your eyes to your smile.
I guess that I'll sit back and just wait for a while.
Your caramel skin, your awesome scent, your very warm hug.
If you were magic I'd buy a locket and make you my lucky charm.
I guess that this is silly because it's just a crush.
Now every time I see you, my body turns to mush.
I can't believe I'm acting this way cause I'm just fourteen.
Oh well, too bad, I just don't care because I'm crazy over you .

he is the gold in my life.

2008-09-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

Gold is expensive, gold is precious,
but what can I do when the gold is special.

It is a soul in a human being,
the one I'm falling for,
the soul I'm singing to.

But what can I do, I want to keep it sealed,
I don't want it to leave,
as it is precious, special to me.

He= The Green Book.

2008-08-30T21:40:00.004+08:00

We had it all infront of us, you were the one I was in love. You were everything , that is bad for me.. But you know, I will do it all again for you. Every damn thing, is about you! I can never forget you, can never ever forget you.
God knows, how special you are :D

Dayron Robles my favourite.

2008-08-24T12:13:00.010+08:00

Dayron Robles, olympic award ceremony. 110 mens hurdle.

during 110 mens hurdle, :D

Biography:

DAYRON ROBLES is his name. Born on November 19, 1986 in Guantánamo.
He is a Cuban Hurdler who holds the current world record in the 110 metre hurdles of 12.87 seconds, which he set on June 12, 2008 at the Golden Spike Ostrava meet in Ostrava, Czech Republic.
At the Olympic Games, in Beijing China. He was the Olympic Champion for 110 m hurdles
with time of 12.93 s !
He is an awesome athelete ! :D

Dreams are whispers from the soul.

2008-08-19T17:46:00.003+08:00

Far away, there in the sunshine
are my highest aspirations.

I may not reach them,
but I can look up and see their beauty,
believe in them,
and follow where they may lead.

secret guy.

2008-08-11T13:18:00.005+08:00

Maybe I'm over you, yet still I remember you.
I know the feelings fade as time passes through,
knowing I have made it through.

Feeling so relieve, as the feelings no longer stuck,
there is still space for you to hold on,
I am right here, if you need anyone,
I will just remember that you are not the one.

How much I want you to know, I still kept it sealed,
sealed it like as if you're so fragile you can break free,
moments in my life is all about you, see how special
you have touches me deep inside my soul.

there is still something that haunts me much,
never it can let me go,
it doesn't bothers me as much as you,
cause it is only the smell of you.

Ellyna A.J.

it's love.

2008-07-20T23:46:00.007+08:00

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."
Ellyna A.J.

you are the one, I believe in.

2008-07-19T00:41:00.003+08:00

I find it hard to keep still.
Will you stay, keep this evening calm,
we wont have to talk, as long as you are here with me again.

I'm sure we'll be fine, I finally know how you stand,
you are the strength inside my veins,
but what does it take to believe,
maybe I need to listen more carefully ..

Ellyna.

hero.

2008-07-19T00:13:00.003+08:00

Kenny.

They bring me happiness,

2008-07-16T22:13:00.012+08:00

my photos, my life, me. The other me, that you don't know about :)

the loveee.

My brother & my mama.

My mama :D

Abang Ariff and my mama.

My mum & my mummy(greatest aunty).

rhino and chicken.

2008-07-14T19:07:00.004+08:00

Saturday outing, 12 july 08.

FEI MINNNN; my babyy "best"friend :)

Syazaaaaaaaaaaa; my rhino "best"friend!

I love you two lotsss :D

you're different, leee.

2008-07-12T18:28:00.011+08:00

I know I don't stand a chance for you but it's hard to forget
about you.
Life always has problems & this is one of them that I have to face.
I'm not obsessed with you, I like you because you're a nice
person.
You must be wondering, what is nice about yourself?

Well, you're a gentlemen like when we were at starbucks you
pulled the chair for me to sit on.
Maybe I was wrong, maybe that chair you pulled was for you
not me..

The book that you gave me, means a lot to me. Now
it is full of meanings and it reminds me of you .. The way
you smell it keeps haunting me, it keeps me wanting to
be near you all the time.

Every time you go, I feel like I should walk back, give you
a long hug and just go off. But I never have the chance,
to do that cause I'm just scared.

Whenever we met, I feel like I need you there forever,
I always want you to stay longer but I feel like it's not
necessary..

When you say you have to go, I always ask myself
"must you go? Isn't it too early to leave??"

They say, follow my heart & tell you how I feel towards you.
But I am too scared that if i pour everything out, I'll lose you..

People say, if you never try you wouldn't know but I'm a coward,
I'm scared & I really really don't want to lose you as a friend..
I'm not suppose to like you, you don't really know who I am.

But when you told me someone likes you or you like
this someone, I feel weird in a way that I'm either jealous
or I'm lucky to know all of this from you.

I'm so confuse, I feel like as if you know that I like you and
trying to make me don't want to like you..
Even if I tell you what I feel about you, I'm not
expecting that you will feel the same way as I do towards you..

Maybe, god is trying to say that it is not meant to be.
oh lovee, please tell me there is an end to this..

Ellyna A.J.

the ones you dreww..

2008-07-12T18:24:00.002+08:00

The beauty of your art pieces, enter much silence,
wonder how to react if the pieces were you,
nothing in life can make me like this,
oh god, I don't know what to do.

ellynaaa A.J.

2008-07-09T08:46:00.000+08:00

loveee; ellyna a.j.

blitzzzz.

2008-06-27T21:40:00.003+08:00

Oh, Leee ....

Your voice comforts me,
you were as kind as you could be,
all you did was just talking to me,
but because of everything you did,
I need you always right here with me.

oh, what should I do?

2008-06-25T18:43:00.003+08:00

There are many out there,
her heart only beats for one,
he never keep her in despair,
& she will give him the love that he wants.

By: Ellynaaa A.J.

HEEEEEEEEE.

2008-06-21T23:11:00.007+08:00

Today, decided to meet Wee Ling near her house
for awhile to take the finance paper or whatever it is called.
After that I met LEEEEEEEEEEEE
to chat chat & yeaa stuff..
Met him at Macs than we walk to skate park[chatchat for awhile]
than when we realise it's too warm we decided to chat at Burger King.
This always happen to us, meet up already but than don't know where
to gooo.. tsktsktsk
hahha, nvm next time must plan really weellll. Must bring Abang Auzz along.
:D

end.

it is not love, it is just bringing us closer..

the love of friendship.

2008-06-15T12:48:00.003+08:00

Taiwan trip was great! But I'm super lazy to blog about it. I'll post the pictures sooooon alright.. :D

Life has it's meaning ..

2008-06-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

Among life's precious jewels,
Genuine and rare,
The one that we call friendship,
Has worth beyond compare.

it's just nothing ..

2008-06-06T23:05:00.005+08:00

Never Have I Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

it's friendship.

2008-06-03T22:20:00.003+08:00

Parents start you off on life
but friends get you through it.

love & friendship

2008-05-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

You didn't know how much
fun we hadddddddddddd.
HAHAHAHA!
We were too obsessed till
we don't really want to leave
that particular placeeee.
GAHAHAHHA.

< ELLYNA & ASSYURA.

[& I'm not going to give up loving you, D]

Tralala..

2008-05-20T17:01:00.007+08:00

18 may 2008

Went to an unknown wedding which my mummy is the only one

who knows the person who is getting married .. HAHAHHA

After that, I went to my aunts house & lepak there with my family..

rest there & eat & play with my nephew .. [irritating boy!]

UURGGGHHH !!

19 may 2008

I was suppose to go out with Ashie but she had to go to the
hospital for something .. So I rested at home & watch TV. I watch this
malay show which was SUPER TRAGIC & SAD. goshhh, Its been a long
time since I watch a "sad malay show". HAHHAH
but the name of the show was quite funeeh though "Qabil Kuhsry Qabil Igam"
HAHHAH. sounds familiar but I don't know where I have heard it ..
[weird weird ..]
anyway anyway, after that show my brother told me that we are going to
"courts" to survey some sofas ..
Reach there .. My brother tried sitting on the sofas every time my mummy say that, that sofa is suitable for our house .. HAHAHA
One of the sofa which was "L-shape" was quite nice & my brother as usual tried sitting & lying on it.. [-.-]

My family decided to discuss on whether to buy that "L-shape'" sofa.. so they
discuss discuss discuss & at last, they want to buy is..
SO MUCH FOR JUST SURVEY-ING THE SOFAS.
hahahhahah ! haizzz..
the sofa will arrive around july there.. [-.-] my mummys decision ..
hahha, I can't do anything ..
=D
after that, went to the doctor to check on why I have been having stomach ache
for the past few days .. I will only have weird stomach aches during my period
but i don't have my period on that time..

Bla bla bla, he gave me 3 medicines.. 2 syrups [disgusting!] & a packet of tablet..
& oh, a lovely MC to go with ..
Hhahha =D

20 May 2008

Well today didn't go to school & just slack at home.. The meds
really sucks alot !! Eeee, very disgusting ..
Woke up at 12 ++ cause have to eat meds & ate chicken rice after that..
AWESOOOOOOOOME.
My brother told me some ghost stories that he have heard from the radio ..
Quite spooky as I can say .. Hhahha !
He taught me how to complete the rubiks cube which I did with his help ..
but after that, I forgot how to complete it by myself .. HAHAHHA
dumb me !
& oh, she told me I pass my lit .. I'M SO HAPPPPYYYYYY.
hahha, I just hope I'll pass the overall.
=D
heehee ~
I'll stop here than .. Ciao !

bla la la ..

2008-05-16T20:06:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, 15 may 2008 .. Went to Nyimas house & took
31 .. well shockingly ! GA was in the bus but was at the
lower deck than suddenly arh the moment the bus reach
"the school" busstop .. DAMN ! he went up with his friends..
& sat behind me somemore .. but well, only the behind seats
were available for them .. Hhahaha.

But they decided to change when there was more seats available..
that was super AW-CHEEEEEEEEEEEEM. He was busy with the
rubiks cube, whatever laa. Hhahha.

Kk, so I had loads of fun at NYIMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS house .........
LOVE HER LIKE YEAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!

Today 16 may 2008, didn't do alot of stuff just slack alot in school
cause exam is over & the teachers were also like don't know what
to teach us .. boriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiggg.
Hhahahha
& okayyy, I don't know what to say anymore ..
end here ..
[lovelove]

A little fun & a little bored.

2008-05-14T14:55:00.008+08:00

On the 13 May 2008, went out with Carmen
& Intan. Went to Plaza Sing to meet them but
actually we were suppose to meet at the Cineleisure
but one person[Carmen] went to the Cathay instead
of Cineleisure. After all that chaos, they wanted me
to meet them at Plaza Sing instead, so yeaaa.. I did. -.-

Met them at the Movie level & they bought tickets
for "Nim's Island !" [WOOHOOO !!!!!!]
Inside the theater, I made a fool of myself... [seriously]
so embarrassing but parts of the movie was funny
& I can't like control it anymore, so I laugh loudly..
Heehhee~
But whatever it is, the movie was SOUP-PER GER-RED
& after that we went Cineleisure, Wisma Atria &
Takashimaya .. [lalallalal]

The "outing" was AWESOME-MESEM yooo .. =D

Well, as for today.. Nothing really happen except that
we got our Maths, Art & Literature paper back ..
Maths I scored quite well. I'm just a bit, only A BIT
disappointed. But I'm alright with the marks ..

As for Art, I failed it .. Hhahha but I'm ok with it ..
It's just too bad I didn't put a little more effort in it..
But it's ok, no regrets.. =] [geeheehee~]

Literature, literature.. Can't say much about it cause
we don't really know the full marks for it ..
I'll just hope I pass it.. That's all I need to know .. =D [oh, goddd]

oh yea .. went home with Nyimas, Ally, Assyura, Nellis,
Abigail, Trina & Sangari .. I board 31 with them ..
& honestly, I was super bored in the bus like seriously ....
Hhahha, & NYIMAS rockssssssssssssssssssss !!! =DDD [okaaaaaay, randooooom]

Oh uncle D !

2008-05-12T18:15:00.006+08:00

I like you but is it love ?
He is not special, he is just a
friend that I have gone through
ups & downs with ..

Maybe love is trying to play a little
prank on me & I'm not sure if this
feeling is for real ..

Just give me a chance ...

[Take me in your arms & I'll
show you my love]

TOO hyper.

2008-04-28T19:32:00.003+08:00

HOLLA !
I had fun with ALLY & FUZZY.
=D

You remind me of a flower,
Pretty, inside and outside.
A reason why people smile everyday,
A gift to all.

You remind me of chocolate,
Luscious and sweet.
Someone people can turn to in crisis,
Loved by all.

You remind me of a teddy,
Cute and huggable.
Someone people feel comfortable with,
Special to all.

You remind me of a balloon,
Happy and bouncy.
Someone people can have fun with,
Enjoyed by all.

You remind me of a lot of things,
But nothing can compare to the real person,
A friend I can look up to,
Cherished by me.

starting new laaa.

2008-04-25T20:43:00.001+08:00

HOLLA !
hahha, okay thats all I want to say.
=]